i love the track tyler sent me. its a fantastic chill out and clear your mind song. its my favorite. its very simple. not complex, basic plucking of string in an unformed pattern, but its so beautiful... the ocean sounds are killer by  the way. maybe its this wonderful to me because its from tyler and it reminds me of texas. reminds me of fun times we had, and fun times to be.

i can't wait for this summer. when its 1,000 degrees and i'm maxin and relaxin with my boys. my true boys. the boys who have seen and heard it all. the ones i can trust not to say a word.. mostly because they don't know any of my friends. but i can't see them narcing on me to anyone.

i wish nello knew them. i wish he could come with me. he knows jay, but its not the same without the rest of the atmosphere... plus i was a bitch when jay was here. which i feel SOOO bad about. i'll probabaly continue to apologize to him until the end of my days.


i miss my texans.