its been a while.
tracy graduated today. nicole and i decorated her car. it was hot . and by hot, i mean trash. i feel bad for nicole cuz she had to drive it to graduation for tray to drive home. however, this is coming from thee girl who drove through camden today with "VAG" and "VAG Princess" written on her back windows (we got carried away).
i miss texas. as complicated as it was this year. i wish i could have watched more Willy Wonka with Tyler. spent more time outside at the pool. Conquered Disc Golf with Matt. Hung out with Stephen the day after the party so my flipout could be explained in person with smiles and hugs instead of drunken phone calls and IMs. i wish i could have watched more MacGyver with Jordan, or at least hung out. Next time i have to spread my time instead of devoting it to Jay directly. Don't get me wrong, i love my Jay. But i don't like the fact that by the end of our trips theres so much tension we want to kill eachother.
silly silly.
i need to shower. B.A.T. kicked my ass today. it felt good to get all this shit out. writing it and working out with it on my mind.
maybe its true, music and physical activity stimulates the brain.