Entry: maybe i'll wake up tomorrow Friday, August 20, 2004



talked to dave today. first time in a while. i miss him. even though we're probably seeing the same amount of eachother now as when i was in jersey, i miss living that close. new mission: same as old, find dave a girl. he's top priority. i thought tray bay was an excellent match. who knows what happened there. hes so shy. love him though. l o v e  h i m.

quick step tomorrow. its the show i've been waiting for. wooo! too bad their management is poor and mom can't have anyone write an article. poop. after the party its the afterparty. weee...and thats my house folks. amped. purely amped.

my kids' show is tomorrow too. who knew i loved kids. amazing. my job is so rewarding. its probably the only job i've ever had where i look forward to it. and there is no calling in sick so i'm forced to take it seriously.

speaking of serious.... school starts soon. with a dueling wa wa waaaaaa and a whoo who. i got a lot of things ready for next week. a kick ass cork board for starters. i'm really proud of it. my schedule isn't as bad as i thought it would be either. it kinda rocks a little. finding time for megan will be rough though.
... so will the rooming situation. pray for me.

and nello. oh nello dear. how i do love thee, but how i want to squish your head sometimes. - but i'd totally fix it right after so it would grow back - things are poopie. no one knows whos fault it is. we're italian so its the other one's fault automaticaly. "this has to be about finding a solution not blaming someone for their actions" - mom, well said. sometimes she shocks me how right she always is. i hope we find a solution soon. cuz this purgatory is killing me.

LI this weekend. my premiere visit thats not nsync related. which is sad. not cuz i'm an nsync loser. but because its NOT for nsync. and never will be again.

::moment of silence for our lost ones::

but yeah man i'm amped. PLUS i get to meet jen. i hope i haven't built her up too much. but she seems cool from what i hear.

imisstracy. comebacktousmydear.

i pray she doesnt go on my all too long list of missing persons. friends who you see but once a year. and talk to online to say hey whats up and thats it. i know she wont. but its kinda my biggest fear right now. my vicki is only just being redeemed from that list now. but thats really and truly scheduling conflicts. but we're closer in location now so all shall be well.

ps. the quitters rock my face off. i highly reccommend their stuff.
www.dontquitnow.com

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